Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Give it up

Twenty Ten huh ... If you didn't realise that we are not i repeat we are not in a new decade.

Okay 2000 was the start of a new decade, last year was 2009 and we are now in 2010 or twenty ten how ever you choose to say it.

so 2009 was the ninth year of our decade and 2010 is the tenth. A whole decade has not passed us by for another eleven months !!!

Wow did i feel so much better knowing i can still turn things around before we do go into a new decade.

Excuse my manners ''HAPPY NEW YEAR''

Things for me to be honest are not hunky dory. I'm all of a sudden realising that the game is over ... i am not hustling anymore in the way that is all i know how to do.

Break it down i have run the whole of my escorting career from day one from a whole type of clientele that is as close to my type of people you can get.

Ive been too the best country mansions in this area Ive fucked lords of the manor, from farms to chalets penthouses five star hotels boats to sat in a hot tub that looks over the best landscape you could ever look at whilst been lay down. Ive visited enough amazing cribs that would make grand design homes look like a George wimpy home.


CRASH BANG WALLOP

This publication was my safety blanket my Lil touch that was a fucking gold mine as you know.

I loved the fact that all the city vice trade didn't no anything about it cause it only distributed to the nicest towns and villages i have ever seen.

That upper class publication could be left anywhere where ever in that mans house. It sold livestock campers a section for all it was not a seedy publication.

Whether that house wanted that free yes FREE magazine it didn't matter, it popped through the letterbox every week. It wasn't a daily paper that has a minimal time before it becomes tomorrows fish and chip paper. That advert that costs you £52.00 each night,
and your advert then within 24 hours is redundant.

That little publication was always within reach of potential clients usually found in ones magazine rack just in case you needed a local plumber a telephone extension a job in a nursing home my little friend was there.

The quality of most of these people didn't have to sneak out to buy a copy of the Evening Mail. They didn't have to reach for the other one which stands out like a sore thumb. Its called the Bargain Pages... these type of people do not even exist in there world. Scanning adverts for mixed bag of 10 year old boys clothes £2.50 or nearest offer !

They take the number and make sure they get rid of ASAP.

I think i have explained things so far regarding the magazine

The Magazine has become no longer, boo hoo gutted ! it was a victim of the recession and that's where i come into it. My whole client base has been wiped away.

I am now going to try and explain what i mean. In a nutshell my whole world will never be the same again.

I played the game good in the best way i could. The way i lived was with good times.

You all read this blog you see how things were not perfect but i ran things the way that i made smart.

I haven't blogged for a while because i feel like a mess. I am now if the truth be known im jammed fucking zip locked in a corner. I thought my adverts would run forever i never expected all this too happen.

Okay wait for it here we go yeah that's right we got to hold on tight we are now into a whole new part of this fucked up industry.

Six months later)

I'm just gonna say it cause this is all true.

One day in the life of Roxy


Hi its Roxy here can i place an advert in the bargain pages ? Now the bargain pages is not a good look.

How can one go from looking at buying a second hand pair of only worn once mint condition pair of Farah's.

I am that disgusted words are not enough. I have gone from clients in suburbia to being asked for change from a fiver !!

It has too stop. Then i try the evening paper does being next to the death column and obituaries for family's like the Gallagher's on shameless justify £52.00 per night plus VAT.

I cannot continue for much longer in this part of the industry that exists.

For what why ? I'm in a mess and it has all of a sudden sucked me in.

These clients ar'nt what i am used too nope not one bit they are rock bottom.

What the fuck has happened, my safety will always be number one these clients scare the shit out of me its so fucking different to what i know.


I am amongst girls doing this for a hobby not hardcore cash the magazine bought down the high class hookers that ran from the back pages for years.

Can you believe that i am not even really an escort anymore. These readers are not in the escort league more like drive one !! ha no its just not for me one bit.

In the meantime i have been totally letting myself go.

I get stressed out by so many men that i turn down more than i see these calls are from people that to me are rock bottom.

I have tried everything i can I'm no quitter you have to advertise Internet is not enough fact.

But sat here now i don't want to find a replacement even if i could i have to stop once an for all.

I am so fucked up still not at the last stage or near as to finding the answer to all of this shit !!

peace xxx love n light

roxyfoxy @ 6:54 am < 5 comments


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