Saturday, February 20, 2010

Worry looks around,Sorry looks back, Faith looks up !!

Holla ....

I'm not sure what i am going to type so please be patient and bare with me. I'm hanging in there trying to stay positive and be the best person that i can be.


Can you believe that i am totally on my arse, yup woke up this morning not knowing where my next penny was coming from. I was freezing cold my gas had been turned off. I spoke to my girl she said she would weigh me in some poke if i needed it. Can you believe all of the money that i have earned over the years has decreased my bank account to zero !! unfuckin believable.

I'm tired of hustling in fact i applied for two jobs this week yes legal jobs Ha.

I have an interview on Tuesday for a job selling advertising space and another interview lined up for an account manager for a telecommunications company.

I have emailed my CV to various agency's so lets see what happens. I am fed up of being broke. Can you believe how much money i used to earn every week compared to now ! Wow... good job that i am no longer a coke head i would be in a right mess i reckon i would have been relegated to amphetamines poor mans charlie !!

My heart is not in the sex industry anymore. I woke up broke and will be going to bed rich ! i earned shit loads today but it's paper money in one hand out the other. You never know where your next dollar is coming from.

Ten hours ago i was one bill away from repossession now i have a wad of notes.

I cant keep living my life this way it's not right.

Another valentines day with nothing i really am feeling no love or loyalty right now.

roxyfoxy @ 2:43 am < 3 comments


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