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Saturday, February 20, 2010 Worry looks around,Sorry looks back, Faith looks up !! Holla ....I'm not sure what i am going to type so please be patient and bare with me. I'm hanging in there trying to stay positive and be the best person that i can be. Can you believe that i am totally on my arse, yup woke up this morning not knowing where my next penny was coming from. I was freezing cold my gas had been turned off. I spoke to my girl she said she would weigh me in some poke if i needed it. Can you believe all of the money that i have earned over the years has decreased my bank account to zero !! unfuckin believable. I'm tired of hustling in fact i applied for two jobs this week yes legal jobs Ha. I have an interview on Tuesday for a job selling advertising space and another interview lined up for an account manager for a telecommunications company. I have emailed my CV to various agency's so lets see what happens. I am fed up of being broke. Can you believe how much money i used to earn every week compared to now ! Wow... good job that i am no longer a coke head i would be in a right mess i reckon i would have been relegated to amphetamines poor mans charlie !! My heart is not in the sex industry anymore. I woke up broke and will be going to bed rich ! i earned shit loads today but it's paper money in one hand out the other. You never know where your next dollar is coming from. Ten hours ago i was one bill away from repossession now i have a wad of notes. I cant keep living my life this way it's not right. Another valentines day with nothing i really am feeling no love or loyalty right now. |
about Cocaine, Champayne, Sex, Money and bullshit. Forget Belle De Jour, Bridget Jones who's she !! this is the real deal enjoy xx About Me
Where the hell do i start ! Well i give a mint blow job !! For now ill just say ive been on a bender for the last 10 years i work in the adult industry and i live a mad life. recently
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