Sunday, June 15, 2008

I never got hitched and he got big style ditched

I'm back its took this sensitive ass you may know her shes that fox that rox. Basically telling this nightmare has took me nearly four months to tell the tale it would be better if i really told it slick. I just read this post and it has not been my greatest writing style so here's part two cum on rox. He was a lot more hood than what i had visioned don't forget he got good conversation but this gal didn't just land she had the whole lot of our love in the suitcase. I had been promised for nearly two long years i was gonna get turned the fuck out.

I put the laptop on the bed with every film he had missed whilst being incarcarated so just to give you a vision he never sen or heard so much like UK gangsta movies so i had packed The business mean machine unleashed Rollin with the nines Ross Kemp on gangs Louisiana Kingston and another thing i downloaded by mistake but it was one of them feel good Lil blessings i was looking for anything gangsta drug movies and i downloaded the worse hoods of the us HA download it it shows every hood in the us even grandma got her finger on the trigger and this blag dude tells shorty too pick her tracker off the sidewalk LOL funny fuck so oh yeah the man ain't nothing like the man i have been led to think.

Hes rough around the edges the nigger told me too get ready he was gonna do me up lovely so I'm killing it i was looking fly oh yeah expecting us too take our time he gonna fuck me like hes the last piece of dick in the world.

I was fresh but what happened next was he pushed me with force right onto that fucking bed that was too become the coldest loneliest bed i ever slept in. So the dick that i longed too suck for so long hell yeah it tasted fucking NASTY YEAH NASTY. From this moment feel this so 2 hours late hommie throws me on the bed after he choked me with the dick okay he threw it down my throat and that was OK. But then don't forget i had the laptop with me for all the filthy porn movies we used to talk about i had the ipod ready to drop all the tunes we had and we had too many so i had took a play list i had names Roxy and sha in order from the very first time i had heard a choon that reminded me of him. I had enough porn movies we used to talk about his girl Jada Fire check her out she is fire she is dynamite.



So I'm in the hood and i am not kidding you he out of the blue threw me on the bed and said get on your knees bitch he fucking wanted to fuck me i don't care about shit but he couldn't hold it for long. So I'm dazed jet lagged being thrown on the bed he was sweating all over me and the most laziest fuck i have ever had. He got off me and said baby I'm gonna go get us some supplies you want some coke what do you want to drink i get me some bud. It was nice i gave him 400 $ as he was my husband he can rock the dollars i said see you soon babes. Then before i left the room i said baby let me come to the spot with you. Hes like no its too hood ill be back.

roxyfoxy @ 1:56 pm < 6 comments


yes shes back like cooked crack

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Two blocks away from my hotel !

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Happy Birthday today girlfriend MWAH

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Yeah i got bored typing enjoy the flicks MWAH i m back x

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roxyfoxy @ 1:27 pm < 0 comments


Karma is a motherfucker believe me !!

Fuck this is gonna blown your fucking minds !! shit you couldn't make up what has happened to the last time i blogged ! sit back and listen to why i fell off the fucking earth fuck it here goes not planned so hold on fuck this is so hard going back to this.


Okay lets start from me landing at JFK airport break it down I'm actually living the fairytale love i thought i had finally found i loved that man more than life itself no business I'm not talking anything other than he had my heart i never really bought this man into the devils dandruff but i lived for a man that i had held down for nearly 18 months i rocked things with him we had the most explosive loving amazing fucking bond and collection i was his backbone, for once in this ride or die bitches livf there was never gonna ever ever, let me stress it again.

I felt every fucking thing wherever i looked it never ever for once ever crossed my mind that this would happen.

So Hommie been locked up for 8.5 years tries to run before he can walk don't forget when he got locked up pagers anyway check this out i get a call and the dumb ass fucking bozo is right fucking back to where he started. I told him if he goes back to the hood and queens he will end up right back where he started. When that happened i was fucking stunned as in '' the man who i promise you i could listen too his smart slick chat all day long I'm feeling the shit out of him why wouldn't i I'm not gonna or need too this was ROXY'S husband nothing was any less than perfect. But when you get a call from some raggedy arsed ghetto beat ch. ''Will you accept a collect call from an inmate at a correctional facility''


What a fucking backward hustle, so moving along I'm loyal to the core but this happening you couldn't of ever seen it coming in a fucking million years ! Hell know it was us us and us our future what type of man sits in the fucking box and that happens shit don't forget I'm still thinking the mans clever hes fucked up and i wasn't there for him. so bozos now sat on Rikers Island yeah one of the toughest jails in the US i was so not feeling this i accepted it but Lil things started to happen but it didn't become apparent until the story starts unfolding. Don't forget hes still my man i told him if he got tempted then keep it real he told me he fucked some hoe !


So the day came but in my mind the vibe wasn't right but i had no firm doubts. Don't forget Ive done the time though by now in 18 months my man had been in upstate correctional facility the rikers island (ha check out the fucking joint on you tube its the place before they send your ass upstate. Then sing sing anyway don't forget the hours of pure waiting for this moment we BOTH lived for. I said hey babes i booked the flight i land at JFK at whatever time it was i remember asking him if he was excited about us finally fucking making the dream happen his girl who had held him down had planned everything.


Our love included shit loads of tunes so lets break it down what i had done. On the morning i met him my gal P had come into the salon on her day off. My hair was done i had a fly outfit on i sat on the virgin flight buzzing my tits off i really wasn't nervous one bit we were going to get married on valentines day. The deal was fuck me this is fucking how good it could have been. Just before i landed i went to the bathroom prepared everything freshen up i was fucking on cloud nine.

I stood at the luggage carousal killing it i had on a mink blue ankle length fur coat. Animal print loubuitton shoes jeans a red fendi b handbag ha i said tangent !!! why did i ever think that as i walked out the arrival lounge my knight in shining armour would be stood there with the flowers.

Okay still no problem i put one foot outside of the automatic doors at JFK airport the wind fucked up my hairstyle it was totally fucking NYC winter i stood there keep calling he saying he never been to the airport I'm thinking shit you only live a few miles away. One hour later i am stressing the fuck out.

I am livid the moment came as i serenaded up the mall in the terminal don't forget i had never ever ever set eyes on this man we fell in love by pen and paper.

Shit it was surreal. We get dropped.

.....To be continued sorry the story is to painful to go into at the moment.

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