The Devils Dandruff

Friday, July 18, 2008

I hope i get picked !!

Hi roxyfoxyfoxyroxy...great name BTW....

Hope you are keeping well? Thanks for bidding for my 'party night'...........

one of the other ladies has kindly agreed to 'manage' the event for me and to select my 'victims' without me knowing until the night who is walking through the door........mmmmm

She gets to see all the bids and will select the girls accordingly.........

I wonder if we will be meeting up or not?.........

Love to lick that pussy of yours.....

Lots of licks Kevin

roxyfoxy @ 4:08 pm < 0 comments

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

What is it all about ?

Good morning ! how are you doing ? I'm fine and dandy in fact just to let you know i just took like nearly an hour to cum !! WTF I'm sweating my tits off and panting like a bitch HA the sorry ass thing about the whole situation was i really have no good wanking material.

That is not a good look i really have nothing worth flicking my bean over !!

I have to admit it but i really am not feeling entertaining clients at the moment. I am feeling so vulnerable and scared i really am i keep going into the horrors and freaking out on every booking Im going on. I have never felt so scared and paranoid in all the years i have been doing this shit. I am back to the point of wondering if i can keep living this sad lonely life. I have nothing to get up for in the mornings i am only staying alive for Maxwell. He is okay in fact he has never had it so good it is so chilled in the new house compared to life at the old place but something is missing. I started to look for a real job over the last few weeks but even that is a nightmare, i used to chase all of the top sales jobs and was very employable.

I feel like i have lost my confidence and think how on earth is some one going to employ me having been out of the game for nine years. The thought of even getting up on a Monday morning scares the hell out of me i have truly forgotten what it is like to do the nine to five. I am nearly 37 this year yup !! I'm way past my prime and sell by date in the industry, i used to be able to jump out of my bed at 3AM 5 AM ! not now by 1.00 AM i am ready to rest. I am finding it harder and harder to earn money the way i used to. There seems to be less calls and double the amount of Asian and foreign clients. I just cant go there i really cant,cuss my arse but i speak as i find. I do not entertain Asian clients they scare the shit out of me. Yup they really do, i have only ever in this industry had grief of Asian clients.

Why shouldn't i be allowed to say in my adverts ''No Asians'' but i cant !! its up too me who i choose to sleep with but unfortunately it doesn't work like that.

I am on such a downer at the moment i really wish that i didn't have Maxwell then maybe i could just go peacefully. But that is not the case he needs me and i could never just leave him. I just want to be happy but everything i touch turns to tears and pain.

I just wasted the best part of two years giving my all to a man that shattered my dreams. That was such a harsh thing to go through it really was. I put my whole life on hold waiting for him and he repayed me by lying cheating and totally making a fool out of me. I ask myself how could someone do that to a person that held them down for so long ?????????????

He had me fly on my own to see his silly ass in A whole new country on my own to treat me like a piece of shit and abandon me. It just doesn't make sense, I'm over it now but what was the reason for all of that. I don't have an answer i really don't.

Then i start thinking to myself maybe what goes around comes around ''You get out of life what you put in'' I'm no angel maybe in did someone some wrong i just don't no anymore.

roxyfoxy @ 3:22 am < 3 comments

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

''How could you ??

Just for the record my husband cheated on me !! yup he not only cheated but he betrayed me and nothing can ever undo what he did to me.

He betrayed me and that is the worse trait that can never be fixed in my eyes.

I hope the piece of pussy he gave me up for was worth it !!

roxyfoxy @ 7:04 am < 1 comments

OK ive been dabbling in the gimp scene WTF LOL

roxyfoxy @ 4:34 am < 0 comments

He said on the phone he was very convincing ...

roxyfoxy @ 4:30 am < 0 comments

Hideous !

roxyfoxy @ 4:29 am < 0 comments

I think i would rather take wax over smeg any day !!

roxyfoxy @ 3:44 am < 0 comments

The lords prayer

my vibrator brings me to heaven

rabbit is its name

till kingdoms done

it makes me come

on earth with eyes on heaven

give me a daily thrill

and forgive my screams

as i forgive flat batteries

lead me not into temptation

deliver me from frustration

thy is the rotation the power

and the buzzin forever and ever

no men

roxyfoxy @ 3:37 am < 0 comments

''If i dont see you through the week i'll see you through the window''

I have to say i really need my readers help ?? i need some cyber love for real ! This blog is too special to me to give up. I can honestly say that i have never ever in my whole life finished one single project and stayed with it to the very end. !

I never stay with one single thing and see it through. i drift from one brainstorming task to the next, you name it, this queen of fads has decided that enough is enough i have done my bit i have seen things i have done things i have survived the bowels of the adult industry that has to be turned into something so people can experience a life that is HA i am so mad with myself for letting the only thing in my life bar Maxwell that i love.

Tell me to blog then i will HA

roxyfoxy @ 3:17 am < 1 comments

Still no Green Card !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Hey whats up !! Well i just read the last few posts of me trying my Sunday best to explain the most fucked up situation even for my usual unbelievable tales you are so used to hearing about.

I have decided that will be the ending of this never ending madness. So lets get back to sharing where I'm at in life:::

roxyfoxy @ 3:06 am < 0 comments

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Cocaine, Champayne, Sex, Money and bullshit. Forget Belle De Jour, Bridget Jones who's she !! this is the real deal enjoy xx

: Name: roxyfoxy; Location: United Kingdom

Where the hell do i start ! Well i give a mint blow job !! For now ill just say ive been on a bender for the last 10 years i work in the adult industry and i live a mad life.

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