Thursday, June 28, 2007

sexy biatch

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tasty

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Fuck i rate myself as top of my game !

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Another client another porn !

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Bella donna my fav porn star she fucks like a beast Mmmmmm

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Very useful !

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Still All Tickerdy Boo !!

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Yes the day started off promising !

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Fucking Peasant !


What a fucking wanker I'm going to fuck him over for doing this to my ride ! last night wasn't good, i was working with my girlfriend and took a call to go and see this guy called Chris. I asked him beforehand on the phone how he would be paying and he said cash. By this time it's 3AM so myself and my girl landed at his house nothing out of the ordinary infact it was a very affluent area the plan was i would drop her off and wait outside and we would come back to my house.


I went to the door with her and Chris came to the door i was going to sort the wonga out and leave them to it. His eyes lit up when he saw not one but two hotties at his door. We went into his kitchen and he offered us both a glass of wine. He was only young around 25 and seemed to be as nervous as hell. I said so shall we sort the money out then ? he started stuttering and saying he couldn't get any poke out of the cash point. I said you assured me you had the dough ? I had already asked on the phone if he had a cheque guarantee card if he couldn't get cash out he assured me he had. I said OK then wheres your cheque book he was by this point starting to mess around. I said wheres your cheque book he pulled it out and i said and the guarantee card please.

The fucking div only pulls out a fucking Solo card ! I'm like you said you Had a cheque guarantee card its now nearly 3.30 AM and I'm starting to get pissed with him. That was it i could see he was fucking skint, my friends trying to calm me down and due to her lack of experience falling for his bullshit story. Not me ! I could see he had no way of paying and had totally took the piss. I fucked the wine glass up the wall of his kitchen which smashed into a million pieces ! he's then saying he hasn't been paid yadda, yadda ,yadda ! i was fucking livid, i was like a mad woman to say the ,because he had known all along he had no means of paying for her services. I proceeded into his lounge and tried to unplug his laptop he's like what the fuck do you think you are doing i am like you fucking cunt you have called us out at this time of night to take the fucking piss.

To cut a long story short i grabbed my girl and said lets role he will keep. As i brushed passed his Renault Clio on the drive my bag and car keys banged on his car. My car was parked next to his as i went to get in he fucking flipped like a mad man "what the fuck did you do that to my car for and proceeded to kick fuck out of the driver side of my BMW ! he fucking kicked shit out of it. I couldn't believe what the hell was going on ! I said to sweet cheeks get in the car lets role ! We drove down the road in total shock i was going mental ! I cant believe the damage he has caused.

My friends like calm down Roxy i wanted to go back and chuck a brick trough his window I'm glad i didn't ! I have just called D to explain the situation and he has called this prick and told him he owes me dough to fix the car. D said how much do you want i said 500.00 min ! apparently this dude is shitting himself and has agreed to pay me next Friday when he gets paid by 6PM and a time and place has been arranged. The funniest part is was i told SC to grab this wallet type thingy of his table on the way out as it looked official and i hoped it had his full details in it. When we got home its only his fucking insulin kit with his fucking works in it. I'm like fuck that out my house now ! we have visions of him laying comatose in his house needing his medication HA ! I am fuming look at the state of my car !
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Cool poem !

Devils Dandruff"

You pulled me in like I couldn't believe
so fast and ever so bold.
You were there for me when i felt I had nothing,
and when the world was being so cold.

Before I knew it you became so near
and everything else so far-
but what I sadly couldn't see
was just how addicting you are.

People warned me to stay away
...and that it just couldn't possibly be.
Yet I pushed them away & drew you closer,
I was convinced you were the right one for me.

The fun times came first, & boy were they fun
I thought that they'd never end.
I couldn't see I had isolated myself
or that you were my only friend.

To see you was like beauty to me
...powdered whit as snow.
Under the surface you're something quite ugly
but at that time...I didn't know.

We didn't quite connect at first
and now I wish that we never had.
But you were there for me and took pain from me
and for that i was so glad.

As time progressed I found myself
thinking of you more and more.
The more I thought I began to see
that I was becoming increasingly poor.

Before I knew it or could realize
we were together everyday.
If I wasn't with you I was thinking of
you ...but I continued anyway.

I began absorbing more of you
in fact the most I possibly could.
When you were absent I felt lost in life
....without you I was in a bad mood.

By this time people had stopped taking
who could blame them..I didn't care.
But what I didn't know but soon found out
was that you were nothing but a living nightmare.

I felt no pain yet nothing to gain
you made life nothing but an illusion.
You gave me paradise and then sent me to hell
which left me in a state of confusion.

You sat and watched me go down the tubes
(while blood dripped down my face from my nose)
you began to make me feel raw and empty inside
...that's when contradicting thoughts of you arose.

I soon realized and began to see
what I let happen and that you'd won.
I gave into you...and stayed with you
...despite all the damage you'd done.

I always had you there to comfort me
(in reality you were hurting me instead.)
You made me blind I couldn't see your intentions
...until I almost wound up dead.

Your breath of death came down my throat
I felt so lucky to have even survived.
I thought the scare of death was enough,
but one day later I ran back to you, I had lied.

Although we weren't together as much anymore
I knew you had the same hold on my life;
whenever you were mentioned or came around
I lost all hope...dignity...and strife.

I tried to decide and thought I had- that
you no longer could be a part of me.
But it was far too late- I surrendered myself
I asked God how this could possibly be.

That one last night will remain in my mind
for the last memory (& all the pain & the fear)
...but today with help I'm learning to live...
forever without you here.

We had our good times and our bad times
but I've grown tired of frying my brain.
I'll always remember you & I'll always love you
...........goodbye forever cocaine.......


© Copyright 2007 Shannon L. Elliott

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19 days lets have it !

I am totally buzzing, why ? my man is coming home in 19 days time ! what a fucking journey all this has been ! i can finally get back to blogging the way i used to before all my time was taken up writing to him.

I have been dreaming of this day for nearly twelve months ! i have packed all his clothes that i have bought him ready to be FedExd on Monday morning. We both have expensive tastes funnily enough ! He has 14 designer tshirts , various jeans and shorts, boss and versaceunderwear designer watch and shades and various other treats so he is ready to go. I am so in love i really do adore him. I have even packed a cell phone so he can call me as soon as the gates to freedom open.

I so wish i could be waiting there at the gates but we haven't been able to make that happen as i have other commitments in the UK but we should be tying the knot on the 07.07.2007 ! lucky sevens !!


I will of course post flicks of him when i see him. I cant wait for him to hit my ass !! oh yeah i hope he is ready cause i am.

Moving along, things here are pretty much the same I'm still off the coke which is like a disease battling every day to keep my recovery under control. I'm not planning on ever go back to how i used to be but its an ongoing battle. I can honestly say that i have wasted probably the last seven years of my life shoving that shit up my nose.

The house is coming along its looking real stush if i may say so ! I'm about to get the garden landscaped which i cant wait for. I'm back working out nearly every day in the gym, trying to repair the damage that the cocaine did to my looks and body but i am getting there as you may have noticed from my latest flicks. Ill get back to proper ''Roxy ism posts very soon'' Mwah

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