Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Thakyou for sharing your poem with me x

A convict's woman is the rarest of jewels

She suffers just as much, if not more, then the man she visits in prison

She lives for the next visit, the day when they can be entwined in a world of their own

Focusing on each others thoughts, and not having to adhere to anyones ideas on what, or should not be

but simply living each moment for each other

Being a convict is not an easy life, being his woman is even harder

It is she who must sacrifice so that her man can have the luxuries that are taken for granted on the outside

It is she who must inform family and friends that her man is not at home

Not because he doesn't want to be there but because he is unable to

It is she who must make more social adjustments then her man

She is the forgotten victim, suffering from a cuase not of her making

She is ostracized by her employers and landlords

By loving a convict she is subjected to carry an unwarranted case of suspious

When asked how she can love a man that she can not hold each night

She replies, that it is not necessary to have her man physically...that their love is strong enough to withstand the trials of seperation and time

She is a treasure beyond description no value can be placed on her

She makes her man feel vitally alive she knows that she is needed

When the day comes that they are united

Itis the day when all sacrifices she has made will be worth the price she has paid.

roxyfoxy @ 8:47 pm < 2 comments


roxyfoxy does pebble mill !!

Ha forgot to mention i was approached as you see in my comments for the 07/07/07 post by the BBC they approached me from finding my blog on the net to do a documentary ! i am flattered but no way a book yes that's my dream not a documentary no way.

Holla back and let me know your views !

roxyfoxy @ 7:22 pm < 2 comments


lick it like a lollipop

Happy days i feel like Ive been here before somehow ! i guess i have fallen off the waggon again. I'm not feeling being back to an emotional wreck near self destruct. I had a bad day i feel like hand on heart i have not one person in my life that i know i can count on. Its a sorry situation and im now starting to believe it must be me and people dont like me as much as i truly believe they do.

Yes my man but yes i love him but hes in the box so on the real i cant even as much as i want to say hes here for me.

I cant believe that someone who has networked all her life really can not sit here and name one fucking person i know i can count on.

That nigga D has upset me earlier its been a long time coming but i saw tonight he is not in my corner.

We fell out over drugs funnily enough can only ever be three things you loose friends over money, drugs or sex !! he told me he doesn't class me as a friend anymore it hurt ! 15 years and boom.

Am i totally oblivious to my behaviour i still truly think everyone should have a friend like me ! why doesn't anyone show me the loyalty i crave !

The time to worry is when a person will turn there cell off knowing they will have to sacrifice every single call coming through just so they don't have to speak to you !! BEATCH

Maybe i should start looking for other friends that are not people. Ha do you think i am over reacting well don't cause I'm not.

I have spunked so much poke tonight which has pissed me off and fuck it I'm gonna write off the cuff right now and let out my antics of the last 24 hours.

It all started at me going to meet my friend who had done a booking for me (sweet cheeks) a punter had given her a bottle of vodka so she passed by mine till 12 as she had work. I drank the whole bottle and decided i wanted a sniff ! so i called up this dealer, Why oh why one week left until my husband comes home and i fall at the last fucking hurdle.

Typical hood rat had no wheels so kept going out to look for the cab in front of my house. He looked like he was raised in the projects boom nosey neighbour over the road decided to prune his triffids i was parra as fuck i made him out to be my mans cousin from queens i told the cabbie to take him to the airport.

Well i am going to lie down and try not to think how the last few weeks have been fucked up i don't think i am coping with waiting for him too come home. Its so hard, it better be worth the wait and be everything i hope which i believe it will, i have too cause if it doesn't then the story ends and i mean every word i say. nite love and light xx

roxyfoxy @ 6:23 pm < 4 comments


Sunday, July 08, 2007

07/07/07

Hey all the sevens lucky number seven. Just to let you all no today i was meant to have been getting married !

Everything with us is still good but he is still locked up !! I cant believe that he is still in there its driving me crazy but any day now he will be out. That would have been the shit if we had got married today.

Can you believe that last night i ended up going to see that client with one eye again !! i lied out of my arse when he asked if i had been there before. Ha, asif i would forget getting shit fucked by cyclops. I said, "i don't believe i have been here before"

Just for the record it was as shit as the last time just in a different bedroom. I nearly dropped a clanger when i proceeded to go into his mum and dads room like last time.

I passed the time by reading his books and videos on his bookshelf !

To name a few

My first fly fishing handbook
Koi Carp
Caged Birds
Vauxhall Cavalier manual
Readers Digest Gardening

Ha fucking pleb !! Shit ..........



roxyfoxy @ 5:25 am < 6 comments


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