The Devils Dandruff

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Karma is a motherfucker believe me !!

Fuck this is gonna blown your fucking minds !! shit you couldn't make up what has happened to the last time i blogged ! sit back and listen to why i fell off the fucking earth fuck it here goes not planned so hold on fuck this is so hard going back to this.

Okay lets start from me landing at JFK airport break it down I'm actually living the fairytale love i thought i had finally found i loved that man more than life itself no business I'm not talking anything other than he had my heart i never really bought this man into the devils dandruff but i lived for a man that i had held down for nearly 18 months i rocked things with him we had the most explosive loving amazing fucking bond and collection i was his backbone, for once in this ride or die bitches livf there was never gonna ever ever, let me stress it again.

I felt every fucking thing wherever i looked it never ever for once ever crossed my mind that this would happen.

So Hommie been locked up for 8.5 years tries to run before he can walk don't forget when he got locked up pagers anyway check this out i get a call and the dumb ass fucking bozo is right fucking back to where he started. I told him if he goes back to the hood and queens he will end up right back where he started. When that happened i was fucking stunned as in '' the man who i promise you i could listen too his smart slick chat all day long I'm feeling the shit out of him why wouldn't i I'm not gonna or need too this was ROXY'S husband nothing was any less than perfect. But when you get a call from some raggedy arsed ghetto beat ch. ''Will you accept a collect call from an inmate at a correctional facility''

What a fucking backward hustle, so moving along I'm loyal to the core but this happening you couldn't of ever seen it coming in a fucking million years ! Hell know it was us us and us our future what type of man sits in the fucking box and that happens shit don't forget I'm still thinking the mans clever hes fucked up and i wasn't there for him. so bozos now sat on Rikers Island yeah one of the toughest jails in the US i was so not feeling this i accepted it but Lil things started to happen but it didn't become apparent until the story starts unfolding. Don't forget hes still my man i told him if he got tempted then keep it real he told me he fucked some hoe !

So the day came but in my mind the vibe wasn't right but i had no firm doubts. Don't forget Ive done the time though by now in 18 months my man had been in upstate correctional facility the rikers island (ha check out the fucking joint on you tube its the place before they send your ass upstate. Then sing sing anyway don't forget the hours of pure waiting for this moment we BOTH lived for. I said hey babes i booked the flight i land at JFK at whatever time it was i remember asking him if he was excited about us finally fucking making the dream happen his girl who had held him down had planned everything.

Our love included shit loads of tunes so lets break it down what i had done. On the morning i met him my gal P had come into the salon on her day off. My hair was done i had a fly outfit on i sat on the virgin flight buzzing my tits off i really wasn't nervous one bit we were going to get married on valentines day. The deal was fuck me this is fucking how good it could have been. Just before i landed i went to the bathroom prepared everything freshen up i was fucking on cloud nine.

I stood at the luggage carousal killing it i had on a mink blue ankle length fur coat. Animal print loubuitton shoes jeans a red fendi b handbag ha i said tangent !!! why did i ever think that as i walked out the arrival lounge my knight in shining armour would be stood there with the flowers.

Okay still no problem i put one foot outside of the automatic doors at JFK airport the wind fucked up my hairstyle it was totally fucking NYC winter i stood there keep calling he saying he never been to the airport I'm thinking shit you only live a few miles away. One hour later i am stressing the fuck out.

I am livid the moment came as i serenaded up the mall in the terminal don't forget i had never ever ever set eyes on this man we fell in love by pen and paper.

Shit it was surreal. We get dropped.

.....To be continued sorry the story is to painful to go into at the moment.

roxyfoxy @ 12:34 pm

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