The Devils Dandruff

Saturday, October 31, 2009

''Dream On Dreamer''

As i awoke once more in the early hours of this morning,wondering once again why i keep having this same reoccurring nightmare.

It has suddenly dawned on me why this keeps coming back to me. I have only really analyzed it recently and i can't believe how traumatic a situation i endured.

Break it down i was 20 years of age living in my first flat and don't get it twisted i was in a crummy council maisonette mixing with scumbags.

Sat alone on the sofa when all of a sudden the door was being kicked in by two girls and a male associate of theirs. They kicked shit out of me one by one all three of them at once. She was the guy i was seeings ex that he dumped for me.

I don't remember too much detail but i remember waking up the next morning and looking at my reflection.

I was totally horrified i was swollen with black eyes bust up lips.

Moving along i never got over that i nearly threw myself off the fourth floor balcony not long after. I remember hearing the same kind of knocking which happened on that fateful night. I was terrified i was shaking like crazy i ran out of the second bedroom balcony as i remember thinking it was the only place i could hide.

I lay in the foetus position fearing for my life. I heard the bedroom door open and was just about to jump when all of a sudden my best friend Jayne put her hand on my shoulder.

I dream all the time about that whole messed up situation.

Moving along i read a very interesting statement just this week. It's a statement from a crack addicts mother her story. she said that from the time an addict becomes addicted they stay at that same age !!

MM interesting !

roxyfoxy @ 11:36 pm

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