Monday, August 31, 2009

You are what you eat !

Wow i cant believe that i finally got to squirt infront of a client. I just did it for the fun of it ha but you no what ? what a waste of time he thought it was hurricane Katrina all over again ! Pussy is all i can say not impressed. Too make matters worse i was the one whose arse was lay on the wet patch

! Good morning whats good ? Ive had a very eventful day which has been very challenging to say the least. i was woke up around 5.15 am to the sound of some hot rock in beats i am in the horrors as we must have had a power cut which resulted in setting off my ipod sat on the docking station,oh shit... my house was rocking and the fucked up part of it is around five tunes must have played before i was woken up and realised what had been going on causing mayhem.

I then took a booking from a client who loves to get me high and fuck the shit out of me.

but you no what i landed there and he started touching me but i just was not feeling it one bit.

He was saying all the right things that i love hearing a man say. He lay on top of me and right before my eyes he really did for a moment forget how to fuck !

unfucking believable i clocked it as well it was in my eyes a fucking trip ha i was like get off me not now but right fucking now.

But even if he had turned me out i still don't believe that i would have enjoyed it boo hoo ... its my own fault i have totally let my health regime go down the pan !

but I'm on it things have once again got out of control so Ive had to stop doing things my way but take the highway. I have enrolled for the last three months a boot camp regime.

Its the first routine that is in my life for the first time in around eight years. I can honestly say that i have only ever gone to boot camp twisted once.

I'm going to publish this post so i can start another one !

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Get somebody else to suck your dick player

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When surgery goes wrong !

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Mmm white nose or green fingers !

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Happy Mondays

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The ninth month of the year 2009

I'm sat here wondering where the hell i should start ? Ill just type and see if i can make any sense of my shitty messed up life. Its now August in fact all months just keep passing by and leaving no meaning or lasting memories in my mind.



The American dream that i have spent the last three years of my life chasing is getting further and further away. The last i heard from Henry was he had applied for his passport and he would be here by June. The man has disappeared for the last five months. How could he be so heartless having promised me and given me his word that he would never do what Sha did too me.



These American men are deranged ! so I'm feeling kind of fucked up at the moment. Business has suffered badly because of my emotional state. That is not good because my hustle is the foundation of my whole world. Can you believe that i have took a backward step ! Not forgetting the credit crunch fucking hell i am having to experience day to day things that are what normal people do. BOGOF at tesco no more M&S or Waitrose !

I really am feeling the pinch its hideous. Shall i fill you in on my greatest vice of all The devils dandruff" well who would have thought that some government funded drug programme actually cured my addiction wow i have nothing but admiration and love for Sonia the girl who showed me a life without cocaine !

Bet you wer'nt expecting me to drop that on you was you ! "true story" the days of getting twisted are well and truly over. Of course i still do it but when i choose too. My life changed so much when i gave into my biggest vice of all ! I sleep in my bed seven nights out of seven, i wake up to the birds singing not me waking them up ha !



I have spent the last ten years of my life living my whole life in an industry that has bought no lasting results. I never saw all of this coming in my wildest dreams. Fuck i am in a dark place once again i cant keep doing the same things and getting the same results.

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