The Devils Dandruff

Sunday, August 20, 2006

someone to turn this players life around

Oh dear I am totally wankered. I have not slept a wink... I think that tingle gel has done my honey some damage. All I have done for the last say four hours is think I need to pee. I think I got carried away with the amount I used on my bean.

My poor axewound feels like it has been bathed in creme de menthe ! Its nearly 12pm and I need to be meeting my mother at 2pm at my very sick grans deathbed ! More tears I guess are ahead of me. I haven't mentioned her before as I guess I have been trying not to think about it. We are so close, a lot of my character most defiantly come from her ! I have just sat and cried buckets writing her a letter to help get her better. I really do not know what is going on in my life at the moment everything seems to be so fucked up.

I need some loving that's what I need. All of a sudden, after so long riding alone, I long for someone that doesn't make me look at the side of the bed for money.

I had enough of running wild
I'm switching out my whole lifestyle
I don't wanna live the way I used to
I'm giving up the booty calls
Spinning C's at that ta-ta bars
No leaving with two or three girls to get me off
All I need is one who's really down
Someone to turn this player's life around
Girl, I feel like you could be the one To make a difference in my life

I like these lyrics x

roxyfoxy @ 11:51 am

Comments:

Welcome back Rox!

# posted by

Duke : 1:50 pm

Hey Girl..been there..it's a hard and lonesome road we travel sometimes. And though for the most part..I know not why..I do believe all is for a reason.

Advice..don't have much..but I can say I hope you find a way to love yourself..and that's not easy either is it. Am still working on it myself.

I'm sorry to hear your grams is sick..GOd girl..go and be woith her..so wish I could turn back the hands of time.

Mine died in Toronto while I was there..dd I go and see her. No..I was too busy nodding and chasing my beloved opiates to do that. Thought I had all the time in the world.

Turned out I did..only she didn't.

Bummer.

Take care eh..

mary_bc

# posted by

Anonymous : 11:22 pm

I actually do love myself which at times reading this blog you would'nt think so, i managed to start doing that about a year ago so thats one good thing.

# posted by

roxyfoxy : 1:49 pm

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