Tuesday, July 24, 2007
lick it like a lollipop
Happy days i feel like Ive been here before somehow ! i guess i have fallen off the waggon again. I'm not feeling being back to an emotional wreck near self destruct. I had a bad day i feel like hand on heart i have not one person in my life that i know i can count on. Its a sorry situation and im now starting to believe it must be me and people dont like me as much as i truly believe they do.Yes my man but yes i love him but hes in the box so on the real i cant even as much as i want to say hes here for me.
I cant believe that someone who has networked all her life really can not sit here and name one fucking person i know i can count on.
That nigga D has upset me earlier its been a long time coming but i saw tonight he is not in my corner.
We fell out over drugs funnily enough can only ever be three things you loose friends over money, drugs or sex !! he told me he doesn't class me as a friend anymore it hurt ! 15 years and boom.
Am i totally oblivious to my behaviour i still truly think everyone should have a friend like me ! why doesn't anyone show me the loyalty i crave !
The time to worry is when a person will turn there cell off knowing they will have to sacrifice every single call coming through just so they don't have to speak to you !! BEATCH
Maybe i should start looking for other friends that are not people. Ha do you think i am over reacting well don't cause I'm not.
I have spunked so much poke tonight which has pissed me off and fuck it I'm gonna write off the cuff right now and let out my antics of the last 24 hours.
It all started at me going to meet my friend who had done a booking for me (sweet cheeks) a punter had given her a bottle of vodka so she passed by mine till 12 as she had work. I drank the whole bottle and decided i wanted a sniff ! so i called up this dealer, Why oh why one week left until my husband comes home and i fall at the last fucking hurdle.
Typical hood rat had no wheels so kept going out to look for the cab in front of my house. He looked like he was raised in the projects boom nosey neighbour over the road decided to prune his triffids i was parra as fuck i made him out to be my mans cousin from queens i told the cabbie to take him to the airport.
Well i am going to lie down and try not to think how the last few weeks have been fucked up i don't think i am coping with waiting for him too come home. Its so hard, it better be worth the wait and be everything i hope which i believe it will, i have too cause if it doesn't then the story ends and i mean every word i say. nite love and light xx
As for the documentary, don't do it. You never know what light they would show you in. With a book it's down to you.
: 12:34 pm
The press and media have always taken and twisted things around to suit the situation. All hell breaks loose and then a year down the line does anyone really care? You may be left to pick up the pieces......who cares then about "YOU!"
Stay cool.
JJ x
: 10:13 am
I am a guy, I dont do drugs but have an addiction. I cant stop swinging!!! I am addicted to making ladies cum. Its not a brag, I get off on it. I feel useless if I feel I have let them down.
I love my wife dearly and like to meet up with a few friends to swing. Please dont feel guilty. You have come so far. But please be careful hun.xxxxxx
JJ x
: 10:17 am
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