hey! i have been reading your blog off and on for a few months. i don't have a page myself, i just found your blog randomly. i guess it wasnt too random, as i only search for those who write about coke because i am obsessed with it. i have not done it for 66 days (on my own accord) and did not miss it until 3 days ago. now i want it more than anything, even though i wanted to get clean more than anything else when i stopped. i am so confused and do not want to WANT it anymore. i was so good for so long and now i'm about to fuck it up. i would have already if i had been able to find it. help please!
 

Do you really think i am the best person to be asking for advice !well as it happens maybe i am, get yourself on a programme it was the best decission i could have made being in whats sounds like a similar situation to yours. But remember it is not a magic cure work with it and enjoy the way you will start to be able to connect with the clever way it has been designed. One last word it worked for me not because it made me give it up, which as you know has it hell, it was never about that my goal was to reduce and that is what i acheived. I wastnt ever going to bite of more than i can chew only what i can suck !! Another option is to email me and we can talk more love n light the fox mwah