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Saturday, September 09, 2006 "Self destruct" Whatever I say at this moment in time is not going to be positive, remember, only the people that read this blog are seeing the real me, even the people who think they know me don't get to read this blog, maybe they will one day ??I have been up for two days, I have canned nearly a litre of brandy, pigged out on at at least half an ounce of rocket fuel which i'm not proud of, and am sitting here wondering what it feels like or even remembering what it feels like, to have some real loving, and to have someone make love to me, and me not be looking at the side of the bed for money ! That would be nice.
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To be fair no ! i got up this morning and felt fine although just got in my car and there must be half a g all over the seats and gearstick Oooops !
"Live with compassion
Work with compassion Die with compassion Meditate with compassion Enjoy with compassion When problems come, experience them with compassion." Lama Zopa Rinpoche - 1946 Buddhist Leader
Ah, with me, its alcohol. Thank The Lord for Absolut 40% proof. A couple of litres sees me through many a night. I know its bad, but what fun !
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about Cocaine, Champayne, Sex, Money and bullshit. Forget Belle De Jour, Bridget Jones who's she !! this is the real deal enjoy xx About Me
Where the hell do i start ! Well i give a mint blow job !! For now ill just say ive been on a bender for the last 10 years i work in the adult industry and i live a mad life. recently
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