Friday, September 07, 2007
Maybe i was never meant to find true love !
I Haven't got much to say this evening ! (For once), forgot i had arranged to go to the cinema with my parents we watched "Sherry Baby" not at a normal cinema a kind of one screen type place. Big mistake i may add ! i have been on one for the last few days oops and today was such a hot humid day so i was coked up sweating like a bitch and trying to act normal infrount of my parents. The cinema was so hot and the movie was really deep and weird it was fucked up and the girl in the movie was basically in the same fucked up situation as me a wreck head.I pretended to go to the bathroom twice so i could down a quick jack Daniels and coke and shove a fat one up my nose. To be fair its not the best moved being twatted in the cinema with your parents ! They had booked a table at a Moroccan restaurant after we had watched the movie but i couldn't face pretending to be the perfect daughter for a moment longer.
I got in my car driving as fast as i could trying to find the nearest off licence to get a tot. I pulled over and got a bottle of Smirnoff ice for the rest of the journey and a bottle of Henny MMmm. I couldn't wait to get home as i had left the rest of the sniff on the chopping board in my kitchen.
I really have fallen off the waggon again and who can blame me "Short story" my man has been out 4 weeks and he is locked back up in Rikers Island jail for violating his parole.
When he called me on Saturday to tell me i really thought it was a wind up. My head is fucked hence being back on the gear. Can i really go through all of this again i ask myself, i told him if he went back to Queens he would end up back where he started !!
I told him ages ago that if he got back into trouble and went back down he would take me with him, and he's done exactly that. All of my dreams have once again been shattered i really cant take much more all i have once again is cocaine !
You're the only person that can make yourself happy. No one else can do it for you. Especially not some convict on the other side of an ocean.
I've been following your blog for quite a while, and during that time, you've made one self-destructive decision after another.
You've relapsed. So, what! Pick yourself up, and get your wits about you. You seem to be a very smart and resourceful lady. It's time you start putting that to work for yourself.
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"Dont believe everything you fear" xxx
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